深宫主

to yy

I have always been thinking about what to say after we came back from the trip. It is hard, yes, to someone whose mental age feels like less than 18 years old. I dont want to talk to u in face or on msn, so here is the only way.

What u have done is quite ridiculous. We did have some special experience, above the experience between ordinary friends. You have so many words that would have special indications to any normal girl like me. Even after I told u not to send out the wrong signals several times, u still acted in the same way. But after that first night of the trip, I felt heart broken and disturbed. I would never forget that word u said casually. And I wont forgive u in a long time. I am mentally tired now like I was several times before, all because of u, who is immature of emotion. You are a bastard to do such a thing and I am an idiot myself to trust u. I understand u had no girls before so u had no experience in dealing with girls. Perhaps u just dont really know what u want or u cannot express it in the right way. You really need to grow up or u will just deserve dumb girls. Sometimes I feel hard to talk to u. You asked questions and I am not always answering because u wouldnt be able to understand me even I answered. It is the only thing u can do to make me feel better now and keep this relationship no matter how u want to define it. But some facts cannot just be changed.

Uncategorized | 深宫主 | July 17, 2010 6:07 am